Okay, don't snicker, its not those 3 inches...
I put on a jacket that I wore on a trip 4 years ago and it would not close...by 3 inches... The fact, the reality is that I am 3 inches BIGGER around my middle than I was 4 years ago. Pounds? maybe 15, but that 3 inches, that is the fact.
Those blue jeans I enjoyed being able to pull down without unbuttoning as a symbol of my weightloss and now these are "fitted" jeans. No messing, no question, no uncertainty, no, excuse, I am sliding back to where I was for 60 years, overweight, unhealthy and self conscious.
3 inches between me and being a "rock star." 3 inches between me and ME. 3 inches might as well be the Grand Canyon. I need to bridge this gap, to shoot this gap to cross over this gap, to stitch this together as I stitch my life together.
We can do this. I can do this.
I need help... but don't we all?
